Say Red (Exposed Desires Book 1) by Gwen Day

Author:Gwen Day [Day, Gwen]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2022-09-15T05:00:00+00:00

Adam made me feel better, but it didn’t last. By the time I returned to my room – not loving that naked walk of shame – a bitterness at having disappointed Adam gnawed at me.

I knew that the reason I had dived headfirst into my orgasm was not because of ignorance, it was because there had been a wild joy erupting in me. A realisation that what I was feeling was what sex was meant to be like.

The things Adam did, the things he said, they brought, roaring to the surface, the passion I felt had been missing in my life. My orgasm had been a celebration of that, a champagne popping, firework exploding, climax to what I was experiencing for the very first time.

At that moment, even if Adam had told me about only coming when permitted, there was no way I could have stopped myself. The only way would have been if I was tied.

I wished I had explained that to Adam.

Then maybe Adam wouldn’t have been so disappointed, and I wouldn’t feel so crap.

No matter how many times Adam told me it was okay to question, okay to speak, I found it hard.

Adam was probably the most shy-making man I had ever met, but not only that, I didn’t have the right words yet. Every encounter with Adam brought up new sensations, new experiences, and all of them were overwhelming. I hadn’t yet had the time to analyse my thoughts about any of it.

Apart from Adam.

I hadn’t really stopped thinking about Adam since the moment I met him.

Adam was centre stage in my mind.

Adam brought the pleasure, Adam brought the praise, Adam brought the new experiences, but Adam was not my lover, not even my friend, not my mentor and not my future.

As Adam had so bluntly reminded me, I was a Companion.

In that heat of the moment I had forgotten that this was a job. It seemed I forgot that every time Adam looked at me, every time he touched me.

I didn’t know what to do about that.

Morosely I headed into the bathroom for a shower.

As I stood under the warm spray of the shower, washing away the last traces of arousal from between my legs. I tried not to think about what would happen during the next session, but my mind kept drifting back to the subject.

I’d seen women edged in porn, normally restrained, spread open and teased, their cries breathy as they were driven to the edge of orgasm again and again, until sweat slicked their bodies and the muscles of their stomachs rippled like the sea.

Oftentimes I felt it was overacted - so much loud begging and disappointed howls - they were being denied an orgasm, not a kidney.

I did remember one particular scene though, with a young woman bound to a bed, a gag in her mouth, and her legs splayed. The look in her eyes as first her pussy was laved and sucked by an eager mouth and then her hole was finger fucked had stayed with me.

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